My RE's office called today with the negative beta results, as expected. I haven't had a total emotional breakdown yet, but I am throwing a little pity party for myself tonight. I just keep asking myself the same question-why couldn't it be me? Why wasn't I the one to win the infertility lottery?
Why couldn't I have been the one who got pregnant. . .
on my honeymoon
before the six month mark
on my first cycle charting
after preseed and Fertility Blend
in the first year
on the cycle before going to the RE
after my HSG
from a natural IUI
after my lap
on a break cycle
on an IUI converted from IVF #2 or #3
Why the hell couldn't it have been me?