Wednesday, May 7, 2008

It didn't work

I started spotting two days ago and it became AF last night.  There is no doubt that it's AF.  It's not implantation bleeding.  It's not cervical irritation from the progesterone gel.  It's too heavy for either of those.  I'm not pregnant.  My RE is letting me do the beta tomorrow, instead of Friday, so I don't have to drag it out any longer than necessary.  I'm kind of numb right now.  I think it will all hit me tomorrow when I get the negative beta results and it's official.  I guess my little embryo that could, just couldn't.  

7 comments:

Tims_Diva said...

Oh, Karen!!! I'm just so sorry. I was hoping this would work for you.

Polly Gamwich said...

I'm sorry :-(

Big hugs to you right now ...
Polly

kittyquilt said...

I'm so sorry Karen. :( It's so not fair. Life REALLY sucks sometimes. A lot of the time with IF. Lots of ((hugs))

Lost in Space said...

Karen, I am so heartbroken for you right now. I wish I could say something to make it a little more bearable, but I know those words don't exist.

You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so so sorry.

Lilly60 said...

I'm so very sorry. You posted your story on my thread about only 1 egg at ER. I was really routing for you. Big Hugs from me to you right now.
Jamie

Freyja said...

D@mn it. I've not met many people online or IRL who I've thought could be more deserving than you. The unfairness of it all sometimes seems to much to bear. Deepest sympathy and love from the midwest. I'll give you a hug when I see you sometime in August.

tickintime said...

I'm so sorry Karen.

((((HUGS))))