One More Thing

What is up with all the women bringing their kids to their RE appointments and lab work? I know seeing the children should give me hope, maybe some of them were conceived with help from the RE, blah, blah, blah. All that happens for me when I see the woman with the twin stroller rolling into the waiting room is that I'm reminded of what I don't have. It's like me walking into a clinic for the visually impaired and going on and on about the beautiful sunrise I just saw. There was a couple waiting to get their blood drawn and she kept making googly eyes at the twins and smiling. I could tell that they were new to the RE, probably there together to have their virals drawn before beginning their treatment. They definitely didn't just find out from the clueless u/s tech that their second IVF is down the drain. I am so past the point of looking at other people's kids at the RE and thinking they're cute. It just hurts.